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Since
the summer of 1995, I've been working on paintings which I think of as imaginary
portraits. I think of them that way because they pull directly from sources
in my life, but the characters ultimately become fictional beings. Recently
I've also begun to photograph my "characters" when I meet them, as well
as people who have features I like to remember.
The
paintings are simplified compared to previous work, 
as if a cartoon persona sifted loose from those complex matrices, took
root, began to flesh out and individualize. There's still something cartoonish
about them but I hope that they are experienced as more specific and deep.
The
scale of work has shifted up and the materials
have changed back to slow-drying oil from water-based casein. It helps
me stay in the piece longer, feeling my way through rather than thinking
my way through, staying present to it in the moment.
My
focus is on keeping an even balance between the emotional
and formal realities of the process.
That is how the paintings become fiction. Eventually a synthesis
develops and I get a character that rings true in a space and language
that seems direct and appropriate.
In
the most recent pieces I'm searching for ancestors.
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